Tuesday, September 11, 2012

Mega Is Better?


“Megalomania is a recorded psychiatric illness that consists of overestimating ones abilities.
Megalomania translates into an immoderate desire for power, the projected version of an irresistible love of self.  It should not surprise, then, that from the hands of those megalomaniacs spring aggressive villas, palaces festooned with Jacuzzis, pinnacles of Romanesque splendor, decadent, extravagant, orgiastic. “

“To defy the years, to build for the centuries, to construct to endure, to fashion the horizon for coming generations, to imagine the world as a river whose shores you are forming, to take both natural disasters and riots in stride.  To believe yourself a demiurge, more eternal than wars, than schisms, than revolutions.  To crush fellow humans, to engrave your name on the sides of mountains, to erect statures and palaces, to launch fleets of airplanes emblazoned with your signature, your logo, your face.  To be first; to speak loudest; to show off; to embrace vulgarity, to flaunt your bankroll and throw you r money around; to dazzle with the glitter of diamonds, crying “Me! Me!  I know!”  Me alone.  To be on a first name basis with God.  To be no more than your own overdeveloped ego; to become drunk with narcissism…to be a megalomaniac.”

“Megalomania is universal, timeless, always contemporary.  To it we owe bad habits, conflicts, and massacres but also small islands of extravagant blisss, corners of paradise, masterpieces, poems ad monuments, songs and laments.”
                  “Megalomania; Too Much Is Never Enough”
                           by Philippe Tretiack
                           An Assouline book

This is nothing new and will never be over.  As I travel the world I am constantly reminded of this obsession, compulsion, and egomania.  Is it part of all of us, human characteristic that explodes in some of us?  It is obvious to realize as seen in the great emperors, politicians, the jet setters, the rock stars, architects of constructs that change landscapes and cities, even the man and the moon.  It is obvious we are devoured in this megalomania and narcissism with Facebook, MySpace, twitter, reality shows, etc.  I can go on and on.  It is our reality, especially in the states.  We “use” the neurosis to create fame for ourselves as a “look at me” nation.  Fashion, fame, and rock and roll.  Bigger diamonds on the necks of rappers.  Faster cars, even though we have nowhere to drive them.  Larger homes that we can ever possibly use.  Paying athletes (who are deemed larger than life).  Ridiculous salaries to play a game a small percentage of people could ever play.  Giving our next generations unrealistic expectations to live up to because aren’t all the generations behind us supposed to be better? 
After going to the San Telmo Museum in San Sebastian and visiting the film exhibit from the last 80 years, it came to our attention the reality of this megalomania is like a plague.  You have the ability to create yourself in any light you want.  The famous are so vulnerable that we expect them to live up to our values, especially because they appear to us in our living rooms, bedrooms, iPhones, and computers daily, therefor they must be a literal part of our every day life?  Right?  Why do we place the rich and famous on pedestals?  Worship them, only to be let down by their inadequacies, human behavior, and mistakes most of us make possibly more than once in our lifetime.  It’s like we are in search of a spectacle and then when it happens, we react with disgust and disappointment.  When is it going to be enough stuff, enough face time, fame, and all so real, megalomania?  We have created an alter realism through technology.  How different is it from the days of the gladiators?  Maybe we will just go back to that, everything right in your face because we have been so desensitized there is nothing left to entertain our psyche.
How do you measure in this megalomania?  I surely can see some of these aspects appearing in myself at times.  Seriously, I have a Facebook page, a website, a twitter account too. 
As a wise old man said "Be simple and sincere".  Hmm?

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